Goodbye to the girl I loved

We drank until the sun rose and hangovers fell
and the days drifted beneath us
spring turned to summer
I met your friends and made you smile
They told me we were made for each other

We got high as the music came and summer fell
still the days drifted beneath us
close turned to closer
I made you noodles and tea
You made me feel good about being me

And as the snows came
and the days drifted between us
I would lie in bed at night and think of you
listening as you fucked in the room next door
as if those moans were meant for me.
I still lie in bed at night and think sometimes:
I loved you,
you did not love me.